The Solar Eclipse Sign at Adam Ondi Ahman



We decided to go to both Far West and Adam Ondi Ahman to watch the Solar Eclipse.  Adam Ondi Ahman means literally “Adam in the presence of the Father.”

Far West, MO got solar totality of 2 minutes and 30 seconds.  Adam Ondi Ahman was 23 miles further north and would get about 1 – 1.5 minutes less totality so we stayed parked in Far West, another dedicated Holy spot where a temple was dedicated, but not realized.  However, we felt like we still needed to catch the partial solar eclipse at Adam Ondi Ahman with some strategically timed driving.

Adam Ondi Ahman is a bookend of very special, sacred events.


D & C 107:53-57

“Three years previous to the death of Adam, he called Seth, Enos, Cainan, Mahalaleel, Jared, Enoch, and Methuselah, who were all ahigh priests, with the residue of his posterity who were righteous, into the valley of bAdam-ondi-Ahman, and there bestowed upon them his last blessing.

And the Lord appeared unto them, and they rose up and blessed aAdam, and called him Michael, the prince, the archangel.

And the Lord administered comfort unto Adam, and said unto him: I have set thee to be at the head; a multitude of nations shall come of thee, and thou art a aprince over them forever.

And Adam stood up in the midst of the congregation; and, notwithstanding he was bowed down with age, being full of the Holy Ghost, apredicted whatsoever should befall his posterity unto the latest generation.

These things were all written in the book of aEnoch, and are to be testified of in due time.”



“Daniel in his seventh chapter speaks of the Ancient of days; he means the oldest man, our Father Adam, Michael, he will call his children together and hold a council with them to prepare them for the coming of the Son of Man. He (Adam) is the father of the human family, and presides over the spirits of all men, and all that have had the keys must stand before him in this grand council. This may take place before some of us leave this stage of action. The Son of Man stands before him, and there is given him glory and dominion. Adam delivers up his stewardship to Christ, that which was delivered to him as holding the keys of the universe, but retains his standing as head of the human family. “(Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith, p.157)


Adam Ondi Ahman was likely dedicated as a temple by Joseph:   It is referred to as temple Adam Ondi Ahman here: http://ldschurchtemples.org/adamondiahman/ .  If Adam dwelt there and built an alter, then possibly it was ancient sacred ground as well. A Temple possibly?  Sacred ground in the beginning, and sacred ground in the end.


Also Sacred in the fact that the LORD HIMSELF came to Adam and His posterity there in the beginning, and will come again at that last great meeting between the Lord, Adam, and all the dispensation heads in the end..

It felt like a book end or a chiasm to be there.  What is first shall be last and what is last shall be as at first.


To my astonishment, we saw a massive dead cow by a small pond in one of the smaller valleys right before the larger valley of Adam Ondi Ahman.  It was being devoured, eaten, partaken of, by 12 large vultures.  We counted SEVERAL times.    We just parked our car along side it and watched it being devoured.

I felt a statement was definitely being made by the Lord.  But what?

I don’t often see massive, as in one of the largest I have ever seen, cows that are just dead in the middle of nowhere, by no other of its kind, in the middle of all places, Adam Ondi Ahman, DURING a HUGELY symbolic time, a SOLAR ECLIPSE.  An event in nature by itself is interesting and can be communication.  But the unique and rare timing combined with the location demands some attention.


The only place i could find “bull” and “vultures” together was in Isaiah 34, which the entire chapter is about the 2nd coming and the judgments.  I had been previously shown the solar eclipse, which I mentioned earlier in the blog, is foreshadowing wars, atrocities and judgments to all mankind.  And of course the number 12 is symbolic all through scriptures, often in reference to the 12 tribes, 10 of whom remain “lost”.

Given the very different energy and vibration in the air from the moon (symbolic of Mother) hiding the light of the son (symbolic of the Father)  on this Nationwide Solar Eclipse that “all flesh could see it together” (in this nation), this chapter stuck out to me like an elephant in the room.

Isaiah 34:

For my sword shall be bathed in heaven, behold, it shall come down upon Idumea (Joseph said this was the name of the earth), and upon the people of my curse, to judgment. The sword of the Lord is filled with blood, it is made fat with fatness, and with the blood of lambs and goats, with the fat of the kidneys of rams, for the Lord hath a sacrifice in Bozrah, and a great slaughter in the land of Idumea.

And the reem shall come down with them, and the bullocks with the bulls, and their land shall be soaked with blood, and their dust made fat with fatness. For it is the day of the Lord’s vengeance, and the year of recompenses for the controversy of Zion… But the cormorant and the bittern shall possess it, the owl also and the raven shall dwell in it, and he shall stretch out upon it the line of confusion, and the stones of emptiness. … and it shall be a habitation of dragons, and a court for owls. The wild beasts of the desert shall also meet with the wild beasts of the island, and the satyr shall cry to his fellow, the screech owl also shall rest there, and find for herself a place of rest. There shall the great owl make her nest, and lay, and hatch, and gather under her shadow, there shall the vultures also be gathered, everyone with her mate.



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Volcanoes and Judgment of God upon the land

The Lord told me to post this one:


I dreamed I saw a volcano in Peru that I sensed rumbling and shaking.  I thought it might be going off soon.  I told a friend and we went exploring around it.  It didn’t seem as high or steep as I would have imagined.  We explored at night.  We could see that the crater was filled with magma. When we hiked back we told a native girl about its she was with some animals.  We made friends and exchanged cooking tips.   I knew the Peru volcano was tied to Yellowstone.  If the Peru volcano went off, so would Yellowstone.  We looked at Yellowstone – it was starting to erupt fire.

INTERP:  When Yellowstone volcano erupts, it will be because the world is in judgment.  This volcano will create havoc in Idaho, the northern part of the US.  The volcano will usher judgment upon those who professed to know me but their hearts were far from me.  The Peru volcano that you saw is a rendition of those volcanoes that will erupt in due time.  They are all connected to the ring of fire which has a network of energy below them.  When one is activated, the others receive their energy from the ones erupting.  It is like dynamite triggering each other to echo and go off.  They have stayed at bay in the past because my will, my hand has stayed the reaction intended for the cleansing of the world.  This is not part of the fire of the world to take place, but a precursor to those events worldwide that will usher in the 2nd coming.  The Peru volcano is tied to Yellowstone, but not in the way you perceived in your dream.  It is linked in a way that they both will be part of the judgment upon the land – linked in purpose

(What about the fire  I saw in the craters, Lord? )

These personified that prophecies given to the world are about to take place shortly.  You will be there to witness them as I wreak havoc upon the land in judgment.  For my children have displeased me in great measure.  Though there are those that are true followers of My will.  In them will I have my recompense as they come unto me.


Another Baptism of Fire and Cities of Light

I have a habit of writing down what happens during my nightly prayers.  I mentioned they have changed significantly when I started praying with uplifted hands.  I have also started praying with uplifted eyes.  Both of these are mentioned in the scriptures, and I sense God enjoys that interaction much more than SHUT eyes, CLOSED off hands, head down.  Though I do think there is a time for head bowed, I wait until I am led by angels or Christ Himself in my prayers to bow down.  There ARE appropriate times to do that.

I honestly did not TRULY know how to pray until I asked Christ to teach me how to pray.  I told Him, “I really have no idea what I am doing, so I need you to show me.”  It had been suggested to me at that time to pray with hands facing God, facing IN while you pray for yourself, and facing OUT while you pray for others.  I had heard this on a CD so I couldn’t picture the demonstration, though several scriptural references were given.  So here I was feeling absolutely foolish, sheepish, and like a child who didn’t know what to do.

Jesus led me hands so naturally into the positions because I opened my heart that He could.  And He did.  Sometimes I STILL feel like I don’t know what I am doing, and I am led when I ask.

I always cast off evil entities before I pray, as I want a sacred space. Really I ask Christ to cast off with me.  I wait until I feel his arm to the square where my arm is to the square, and we cast off together – though really its all Him.  I can hear His voice as I name the entities to cast off.  When I voice “Get the hence NOW, go to where Father would send you and never come back”  I can head Jesus say “NOW” with so much authority, and it sounds like it ripples throughout the universe.  I can see the negative entities literally put their tails in between their legs and cower off.  Sometimes I see them put in cages, sometimes, they just disappear from my view.  But they FEAR Him.  He is all powerful, and does NOT mess around when casting out it being done.  I also hear his Universe Shattering bellow when “NEVER  COME BACK” is spoken.  Its been only the last week and a half I have been able to hear Him cast out, because my heart LET IT IN.

After I shield up my sacred space after casting off (or Christ casting off really) then I begin my prayer.  Oddly enough, the other night I was led to stay stranding.  Well, usually I am led to kneel right away so this was different. Here is what I recorded in my prayer journal:


Tonite’s prayer was different.  Instead of kneeling I was lead to stay standing.  Then I felt the Savior take my hands and course heat into my arms and into my body.  I just stood there as he held my hands – he held them on a Spiritual plane, but I could feel the space, the matter, the pressure, the heat.  Usually I am led to kneel down right away before any of that.  It was really beautiful  – and I got really hot.  Seemed like it lessened when I asked if I was forgiven.  Maybe I asked too much?  But it did seem like a secondary baptism of fire of sorts.  It was cool.

(Me asking Jesus a question since He touched my hands in this way) Jesus what was that (and thank you!)?  Sister, this was a form of baptism by fire.  Though you had been mostly baptized by fire, I withheld the last of the dross until you were completely ready to come to me.  As you have come until me sufficiently, I was able to burn the last of the remnants and chard them with the fire from Heaven.  You have been cleansed every whit from your sins.  This is why it was grevious to hear you ask forgiveness when I had cleansed you.  I know your spirit is contrite and your heart is soft and malleable for my words and your progress.    ME: (did I mess up the baptism of fire)?  No, though you may leave your worries of the past sins and transgressions behind you.  They are in the past now and will stay in the past.  No need to rehash them over and over.  I know of your sorrow for them and that has all been taken into account.  You are free to let the sins trouble you no more.

When I write down the words to Prayer – usually I ask Father, a couple times I have asked Mother a question – usually concerning parenting, and sometimes I ask Christ questions – I let my head be an empty vessel and I write down the words that come to my head.  I can tell when I start writing down the wrong words because it feels like my body goes into spiritual knots saying “NOT RIGHT!”  – so I will erase until the right words flow again.  When the words are Fathers (or Mother or Jesus) then a beautiful peace will accompany them.  Sometimes I have to go back over the sentences if something feels a bit off.  I will often go sentence by sentence to ask if I got each one right.

The biggest challenge has been to make sure I don’t put my OWN agenda into when I am being told.  To make sure no other voices are dictating what I writing down.  But the good news is, it gets easier and easier as you learn to work that kind of spiritual muscle.  ANY spiritual muscle will be weak and feel unused at first.  We all have MANY spiritual muscles – and allowing them to get strengthened grace by grace, precept by precept, experience by experience is CRITICAL!

Since that night, I have noticed in prayer that while I am talking to Father, Christ is most often right there on Father’s right hand side.  I don’t see him with my physical eyes, but I perceive him with my Spiritual eyes.  He has the past few nights (not every night but several) since the baptism of fire night put Heavenly Fire again – starting with my hands, and then coursing through my body.  But for ME, I feel most of the heat in my hands and arms and even into my shoulders.  I have come to CRAVE that each night – my special time for bonding and really COMMUNING with my Father and my** Savior.  They are AMAZING and I feel lucky that I have come to know them better.


On an interesting note, I have listened to Julie Rowe’s NDE experience she talks about on the Mills Crenshaw show.  She talks of Cities of Light, Places of Refuge, and Tent Cities.  My spiritual perception of these descriptions of the format when the sfuff hits the fan, is one is Celestial, Terrestrial, and Telestial, respectively.

After Denver Snuffer’s 10th talk in Pheonix, people began to gather in groups by geography while in the convention room.  Each group met in a different corner.  There was no set organization, just a need to be bonded in Spirit to like-minded people making sure no poor was among those groups, and people could feel of one heart and one mind while in that group.  No envyings, disputations – just wanted to do what was RIGHT and CORRECT in the sight of the Lord.  Each group will have its own flavor and dynamic.  As I spiritually looked around the room, Each person in each group had a strand of white light emanating from the crown of their head.  Per group, their strands of light coalesced into a ball about 7 feet above the group to what looked like a ball of yarn made of white light.  It was beautiful to see and there were these balls of yarn of white light all over the room, and strands of white light from the people of every group.

The thought struck me quite powerfully – THIS IS THE START OF THE CITIES OF LIGHT!!!  I just knew that it was. It started THERE, right after the 10th talk, which was pointing to Seeking Christs Face, and being worthy to begin Zion, in a 1 sentence, two bullet point run-down.

God is AMAZING!  I LOVE getting to know him better from this mortal sphere, and I feel like I am just a babe who really knows nothing, because I don’t.  And of course there is nothing special about me and I am flawed and lower than dust (because dust always obeys the Lords Command, whereas – although I try – I sometimes fail)  (ref. Mosiah).  But knowing that He CAN use the weak, meek and small things of the earth gives me hope that I can be useful to Him, which is my biggest desire.


My current situation; Church, Prophets, Catalysts

My current situation

Right now in my life I have reached the point of realizing that the COJCOLDS has been a springing board for me.  It allowed me enough content to pursue a course of action in the right direction for the most part.

Though it felt empty and hollow like something was missing.  The true spiritual manifestations that my ancestors had received.  The talk of these, the belief of these…it felt very stale, mechanical, and business-like in comparison.  Like a well oiled sales company.  It was very similar in set up to an MLM company I was once a part of for many years.

This has ended up being a gift.  I was discontent enough to allow some catalysts in my lift to spring me into serious action of Coming unto Christ.

 I started doing energy work, which despite well meaning people being unsure, seeing warning printed by some on the internet, and even feel vilified for perceiving truth in it, I realized that Christ can literally be the Master Physician alongside me while I do energy work on people.  I always ask Heavenly Father for permission, and do everything I do in the name of Jesus Christ.  I have even been allowed to assist with unseen angels doing helix work on DNA strands, to see negative energies and entities in people’s bodies and to give these to Christ.  It has made me feel close to Christ as well as the ancestors I have been able to work on.  It truly is a gift to be a part of.

Another Catalyst for me has been Visions of Glory.  Despite many voices in opposition, though it may not have been written or published perfectly, though it may be missing 70% of his vision (according to what he has said, and despite him interpreting things in his way, and seeing things intended for him and his family, it has been a catalyst for me to wake up and to understand that time is running short.  Some of us may be lucky enough to participate in the Fullness of the Priesthood where we can literally command the elements,  and raise people from the dead. We can be lucky enough to do work in Zion, and be part of Zion.  There is still so much left that is beautiful and true, though the destructions and calamaties are on our back porch.

Another Catalyst for me has been Denver Snuffer and his words, which I have felt are full of light.  My husband heard part of one of his talks and felt like he (DS) “had an axe to grind.”  I admit I had felt that in some of his words before too.  I didn’t understand how anyone could find fault or see through some current things that are concerning and are issues.  I have come to believe he is an Abinadai or Samuel the Lamanite type of servant in that he is helping awaken us to our awful situation, as Nephi puts it to us.  I also believe he is meant to restore the restoration, from where Joseph left off.  There is still so much we do not have.  I read once that Joseph only revealed 1% of what he could have, because the Saints were not  ready.  We have lost much of what we already had – taking out the Lectures of Faith in the 1920s from our scriptures, and not even discussing concepts like calling and election made sure, 2nd comforter , trying the spirits, and other once well-versed topics that have been correlated right out of our current church curriculum.  Not to mention , we are still missing the sealed portion of the Book of Mormon, we still don’t know what are KEYS REALLY are, though Oh My Father (Hymn #192) tells us that Keys are knowledge.  We don’t know enough about Zion to establish it on our own, though I believe DS is laying a foundation for this.  We don’t know enough about translated beings, though people are starting to change and be partially translated.

I have come to know Father’s voice, I have felt my Savior’s nailprints  – the energy of his being.  I have been given many things from Father for my family, including spiritual weapons of light.  He bestows these upon my lovingly, though I know I don’t deserve them.  He has blessed me and given me other things which I won’t share here, though there are many.  He has let me feel the Spirit so strongly I thought I almost couldn’t bear it.  He has blessed me to receive the ministering of angels – by bowing my head with angels guiding me, and feeling an event take place, like a setting apart.

I know I am not perfect in my paradigms, ideas, thoughts, actions, words or deeds.  I am flawed.  But I can bear testimony of Him in my Life.

I look forward to Zion.  I know it can be established in our lifetimes if we will be willing to awake and ARISE to the occasion.  It MUST start with US.  We must do ALL that Father commands, in the name of Jesus Christ.  WE must rely of Him for ALL.  We must run all communication, thoughts, ideas, though Him.  Narrow is the way.  We do NOT have to do this blindly.  It is in His hands. Let him work through you!



My personal journey

June 2014

Christ is my rock. I will tell you how I really began to find him. I read the 2nd comforter… and things have never been the same.

Really if I rewind time, I see it started when I was going to tell my sister who was having a very bad rough patch in her marriage to toughen up, but what came out of my mouth next was unexpected. It was “Read the Emotion Code”. Well, I have only heard of that book months before in a short brief conversation. After I said it – the Spirit came crashing down on me like thunder. YES! I had to get the book. I called my mom and told her Susan needed that book. I called my other sister and told her about it. I looked up all I could about it, and then got it on the computer. I had ordered the book but was too impatient. I read it before it arrived in the mail a few days later.

I learned how to be in tune with energy, I learned about healing with Christ as my focus, I learned about involving God unpeel the faulty layers on our beings – not every being put into those words, but that is what was happening.

I was lead along a path I found others were being led to. A friend who was on the same path at the same time as me, would help me navigate this territory as well. She told me about “conquering Spiritual Evil” which sounded a little scary. Eventually I got that and all the Mendenhall’s books and CDs that I could. I plowed through them. Then I was led to “The Second Comforter.”

Meanwhile, I was trying to listen to the Spirit give me several LOUD soul stirring orders to get my food storage in line. Medicinal seeds, vinegar, paper products, coconut oil, essential oils, baking soda, – whatever the Spirit LOUDLY told me to do. My spirit could not be at rest until I did it. But it felt good.

I started searching for others who were on a similar path as me and came across a forum. I looked around and was led to find people here and there on the forum who had had amazing experiences. Many had visions, some received the 2nd comforter, many had their calling and election made sure. I also began to notice something else – these same people saw that not all was well in Zion.

This bothered me. I had also read Denise Mendenhalls Book “In His Arms” which is one of my all time favorite books for its purity and simplicity of her NDE at 10 in her own words. In it, she mentioned that Christ told her “There is no true church upon the earth. It will be and its called “The Church of the Firstborn.” This bothered me also. Why did she word it like that? I thought we NOW had the fullness. I prayed about this. I started looking up “Church of the Firstborn.” I found passages in the scriptures, I read a couple people who were told they were part of it. It is gathered by Heaven. No man can invite you in. Why didn’t I hear about this at church? Isn’t that IMPERATIVE? Joseph Smith talked about this quite a bit as well.

I began to understand that all indeed was not well in Zion. Little by little the Lord showed me how many things were not adding up. I was very concerned in the beginning that NO warnings were being given out by what I could FEEL was coming. I felt in my Spirit that times were drawing to a close. I was told that our dispensation is coming to a close and we are “morphing” into another dispensation. What that dispensation would be or how started I did not know. I just knew what the Lord told me.

I noticed these talks in Gen. Conference at this time were extremely light on doctrine, very much directed to those tuning in for the first time (This being in 2012). I was disappointed by how unspiritually fed I was. At this time I had an immense hunger (and still do ) to learn about God, Heavens, PURE doctrine by Joseph Smith. When I read his words I was a amazed at their spiritual feasting. Where was that these days? I’m not saying I don’t enjoy talks on Charity, Feeling the Spirit, Tithing, Missionary Work and Pornography , but here is SO.MUCH.MORE.

I listened to Denver Snuffers CDS to his lecture tour. I was amazed about HOW FILLED they were of pure truth. It tasted SO GOOD. The contrast between his CDs and General Conference was STARK. It was similar to the flavor of reading Joseph Smith. Both constantly pointing you to seek your calling and Election, to seek the 2nd comforter, to rend the veil. Meanwhile, I was hearing members being called in to disciplinary councils for TALKING about those things. What on EARTH is going on? I began to her more and more people being called in. Of course, Denver also had just been excommunicated.

I thought about these things CONSTANTLY, though no one would ever know. I was TBM all the way. Pioneer stock, all that. But I could feel the Spirit urging me to press forward. I did not voice this part of my journey to anyone, lest I lead anyone astray while not knowing. I asked God if Denver was from him. He has shown me that he is. I have asked many many times. I am reading all of his works, and listened to all his CDs and I have learned more by doing that, that 35 years of learning and serving a mission.

Meanwhile I learned to REALLY pray. I had been praying with my arms folded all my life. I did not REALIZE that we are SUPPOSED to pray with uplifted hands, as it talks about in the Old Testament, New Testament, POGP, D & C, and Book of Mormon. When I began to do that, things REALLY started changing. I began to also pray vocally. Angels started leading my hands, as I asked the Lord to teach me how to pray. I just let my hands by led.

I FELT the Savior in his Spirit form, with my physical form. I felt the nailmarks in his hands. He has held my hands, and I have held his. He has lifted me off the floor. He has taken from my hands those things that have held me back – false paradigms, false ideas, false notions, misbeliefs, unbeliefs, false beliefs, pride, and other things. I have pled to the Lord of my standing before Him. He cleansed me by Baptsim by fire and the Holy Ghost. It took place over 3 nights. Each night a little more baptized by fire. I prayed mighty prayers. The first one was a struggle that took 3 hours. I was freezing cold in the dead of winter praying in my basement. I have heard Heavenly Mother’s voice out loud once and it shocked me for days! I have come to feel like Zion is waiting for me and my family. My relationship with Father is wonderful – I will ask him deep things or just common things and he will immediately answer me. He really IS talkative. I have began to receive prophecy on what is coming. I write it all down. My relationship with my Savior and My God and My Heavenly Mother and first and foremost in my life.

Meanwhile I listen to Sacrament meeting with themes like “Love the BRETHREN!” REALLY??!?!?! We should NEVER be hearing talks about loving MEN, no matter WHO THEY ARE!!!! WE should ONLY be talking about God, and His Son – topics that flow from them. NEVER will I give a talk about loving a MAN in church as the theme. WICKED, EVIL topic. Idolatry!!! Purveyors of a FALSE PRIESTCRAFT! While excommunicating many (my count of those I know is now 5 with many who have been called in)who have sought Christ while IN THE FLESH!!! The whole REASON we go to the temple! Has the world turned upsidedown?!?!

The schism foretold in the church has begun. Either you choose Christ and higher things, or you choose DWINDLING in unbelief.