weapon of light

Gratitude – Growing in Power over Evil and Weapon of Light

jesus conquersRevelation 11:17-18 (NKJV)

17 We give You thanks, O Lord God Almighty,
The One who is and who was and who is to come,
Because You have taken Your great power and reigned.
18 The nations were angry, and Your wrath has come,
And the time of the dead, that they should be judged,
And that You should reward Your servants the prophets and the saints,
And those who fear Your name, small and great,
And should destroy those who destroy the earth.”



The Lord has showed me how powerful He is, and what  powerful tool it is to Praise Him, Thank Him, and to declare Love for Him.

Instance #1)  (Taken from my prayer journal)

Lord what happened yesterday? I had the most horrible drain on my energy, I could barely function.

“You daughter had experienced a severe deficit of life force in your aura and spirit, an entity had come to bring you down to the depths of the lowest earth. He watched until you had a weak moment and put his clips and claws into you to cause a severe reaction in your brain. Meanwhile, your brother in law did indeed clip onto you to drain some lifeforce from you as he was getting tired from having so much family around and being out of his element. And not having command of the attention (my impression: laud and praise of the world from his calling and his profession) that he is normally used to. He gave into looking for a lifeforce nearby to rejuvenate his batteries while trying to bring himself out of the negative energy spiral from eating too much and eating that which he shouldn’t have. You were a nearby lifeforce which proved to be close enough for his spirit to eat from. The entity had deconstructed your aura from your neck up leaving you defenseless. The energy you had was seen as available for the taking and sucking by his spirit. He does this from time to time whoever is nearby and does not agree with him or see him as “they should” in his mind. He can take some of that excess and redirect to him”

What happened next:


July was a rough month. After the family barbecue, I realized I  had a family member that was literally a spiritual vampire without meaning to be, he was so used to the acclaim. He sucked my aura off of my head. Then I got all sorts of things on me…heavy spiritual attacks things, entities, mostly because my protective layer was down from my head. I cast out every night but it persisted, I felt like  I was in such a valley of lows, I prayed and fasted, I got foot zoned, tuned, energy work, Etc.


TRIPLE THREAT: Love, Gratitude and Yeshua

How I got clarity with the cloud of confusion and darkness:

I finally got clarity one day while exercising on the eliptacle.  I had read about how powerful three things were – expressiong GRATITUDE for the trial you are experience, Expressing LOVE to the Lord, and the name “YAHWEH” – knowing darkness, evil, minions and entities can’t STAND his name, and cannot abide love and gratitude.



Not knowing what else to do, while exercising on the eliptcal, I was saying over and over again to the Lord, “I love you YAHWEH , thank you, I love you YAHWEH, thank you.” After saying that for 20 minutes without pause, clarity from a dark mental shroud came off me.



I could detect I  still had something though, so the next day on the drive to church for 15 minutes straight, I did the same thing. Then in church I said the same thing over and over, knowing again that love and gratitude are hard for entities negative and evil to abide. I knew YAHWEH was a name that was hard also for them to abide, and even painful.



In church after saying these things, the dark shroud was lifted off me and I was told with perfect plainness and clarity from the Lord that there needed to be a group fast of 4 people to get rid of it. I was so grateful.  I proposed this to my sisters.  After our group fast, it’s gone now, so so thankfully.



Had I not expressed gratitude to the Lord, as well as love, I don’t know how that dark mental shroud would have left my mind.  It was keeping me from feeling, discerning, understanding, praying with REAL connection.  Gratitude really IS a secret weapon.


Instance #2)


For several days I was feeling very mopey and sad. Very unlike me, as I am normally a happy, content, and at peace person.  Everything my husband did made me sad, or led me to think something that wasn’t true.  I could tell he was keeping his distance from me as I literally was not myself.  Something was very OFF.



I remembered in the book, “From Prison to Praise” I read, how this Pastor would teach his parishoners to give thanks to the Lord IMMEDIATELY when a trial hit.  It would be their VERY FIRST reaction, and the miracles that would ensue.  One of the most fascinating reads – VERY highly recommended.  (Only 60 pages or so too).  So I decided in my weird mopey state to implement it.  I said to the Lord over and over, “Thank  you Lord, Thank you Lord, Thank you,” Literally concentrating on the fact that I would learn something, that this would teach me something, make me stronger, etc.”



Then without anticipating it at ALL,  I saw a VERY MOPEY spirit leave my body with my PHYSICAL eyes.  I can see things with my spiritual eyes when I “switch gears” and “tune in” but this was different.  It looked like a weepy unhappy spirit – I saw it go up and LEAVE because it was not comfortable with the gratitude I was expressing.  I asked the Lord later what that was.  He told me it was an earthbound spirit that found it was at home because of the “frequency” I was putting off.  So it latched on and felt at home there UNTIL I started to express gratitude.  Then it felt VERY NOT at home.



At that moment, I snapped back into my normal self.  My husband who had been walking on eggshells, sensed I was back to myself and we settled into a nice cozy conversation.  I told him what happened.  He could definitely sense the night and day.  There was absolutely NO DENYING the difference.


Instance #3



This morning a bout of stomach flu hit me with SUCH a vengeance.  I went over and waited by the toilet to throw up – pulse raising, breathing getting rapid and ragged.

I said to the Lord, “Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.  I interspersed with ,”I love you YHWH”  – over and over and over.  I said, “If its YOUR will that I am sick, I accept.  If not, can this pass through.”  In that instance, I felt things going through their normal digestive route.  I kept on saying, “Thank you Thank you Lord.”  After thinking the full on route would come, it actually stopped in its tracks.  I slept off the remainder and asked the Lord what happened.  He told me that I had sick cording to a certain individual who is a pretender, an infiltrator, and had wished this/cursed this upon me.



Lest you think these things do not happen, look up, “curse” in the bible and you will see 377 different verses about man cursing others, the adversary putting a curse on people, the land, etc, or God putting a curse on  people, the land, 3 to 4 generations, etc. They are VERY real.  After asking the Lord to remove the curses, I felt fine and even ate some treats that I normally would not be able to after experiencing severe and horrendous nausea.



YES!!!  Use these tools of gratitude:

1) PRAISE THE LORD when faced with a trial, and give constant gratitude until you get clarity

2) DECLARE LOVE FOR THE LORD so that the evil in you cannot ABIDE staying in you, around you, and watch the fiery darts (17 entries in the scriptures) disappear, or at least lessen so you can gain clarity from the Lord on what to do next.

3) UTTER THE NAME YAHWEH OFTEN as dark and evil cannot ABIDE the name – its VERY painful for them to hear.   The scriptures  say:


Psalm 20:6-7 Version (NKJV)

Now I know that the Lord saves His anointed;
He will answer him from His holy heaven
With the saving strength of His right hand.

Some trust in chariots, and some in horses;
But we will remember the name of the Lord our God.




Prayer with the equinox & opening to heaven

alex grey collective visionThere is something about praying during the equinoxes. The Heavens seem more open than they normally do.  Something shifts in the fabric of time, and we are open to receiving more.  The Heavens seem to give more as the energy shifts down from above through a greater opening onto us.

Can we learn from those who came before us, just what can happen during the equinoxes?  Joseph Smith was visited by Moroni every year during the autumnal equinox in September.   Why would he be visited then?  Could it be that Joseph’s soul was most primed during the autumnal equinox?  Could he better receive things into his mind during that equinox?  Could the brain patterns change during the equinox in such a way as to align more with the Creator?  Is time and space a pattern that can cross each other in a specific way that lends to our spiritual capacity?

The vernal equinox marks that moment when the sun crosses the CELESTIAL equator going from south to NORTH.

I did not realize the vernal equinox came very early this year.  It was the earliest vernal equinox since 1896 according to earthsky.org.

I had just learned how to make cheese the past couple of weeks, wanting to get back to the roots of how to make things.  I had just made a batch of mozzerella cheese from raw goats milk and had 2 gallons of whey that I wanted to put to good use.  I discovered I could make ricotta cheese with the whey.  I stirred this giant vat of steaming whey monitering the temperature every 2 minutes or so, waiting for it to get to 180 degrees without going over.

Of course, being the multitasker I am, and seeing as it was already 11:08 PM, and knowing I have a nursing baby that I hoped and prayed would sleep until 6 or 7 AM, I thought I would pray between temperature readings.  It was actually an awesome prayer as I knelt in the kitchen on our faux tile floor.  Sometimes I find praying the same place you can fall into ruts – like  sleepiness.  Sometimes a new environment is a good thing to make it a fresh prayer.

Well, I was overcome with a perfect knowledge that I was to receive a message from the Lord.  This had never happened in this way before.  I am accustomed to going to the Lord with questions and writing down what I am told, but I had not ever been told “Daugther I have a message for you.  Write it down.” Which is essentially what happened.  I was not expecting or anticipating it.

Having just completed casting out, shielding up, making sure the conduit was pure before I had starting the mid-cheesemaking prayer, I poured the whey and ricotta into a strainer bag and hurried to my laptop to type out the message word for word as I heard it from Father right on the nose of 11:30 PM.  Such things that I wrote I had never considered before, or thought of.

Well, I just wrote it all down with complete awe!  And gratitude!  And thanks! And wonder!  The Lord is so amazing.

I then was surprised the next day at the chiroprator’s office as I felt this gigantic NUDGE to see when the equinox was.  I checked thinking it had to be the next day – I usually remember it being around 3-21.  Well, it had been on March 19 at 11:30 PM CST, which was EXACTLY the moment I began writing the message from the Lord.  He sure does work in amazing ways!  I am still in awe.  He had an addendum message to me the following night – which was still before the 24 hour mark of the first message. There was also a Part C, for which I felt like someone had stuck a wrench in the equinox heaven/earth/time/space conduit just for me to receive fully what I needed to, even though the peak moment had passed.

Father Abraham was given quite the lesson stars, planet, TIMES OF RECKONING, and SET TIMES and so forth in Pearl of Great Price chapter 3:

5 And the Lord said unto me: The planet which is the lesser light, lesser than that which is to rule the day, even the night, is above or greater than that upon which thou standest in point of reckoning, for it moveth in order more slow; this is in order because it standeth above the earth upon which thou standest, therefore the reckoning of its time is not so many as to its number of days, and of months, and of years.

6 And the Lord said unto me: Now, Abraham, these two facts exist, behold thine eyes see it; it is given unto thee to know the times of reckoning, and the set time, yea, the set time of the earth upon which thou standest, and the set time of the greater light which is set to rule the day, and the set time of the lesser light which is set to rule the night.

Could the equinoxes be a “time of reckoning” of their own?  Could they be a kind of “set time” for certain things to take place? Could the Lord work through certain times when our bodies, minds, and spiritual clocks are more patterned after that from which we came?